A girl commented on my post “Wat’s ur ambition” , n this song is a dedication for u.. I dunno who u r.. But hope u like it.. 
Its a song, n I’ve put music to it too… But its so sad I cant sing it out to u… May b u’ll get to hear it wen I bring out my music cds someday… 
Im serious… dont b surprised if u find a cd of my songs at ur nearest music store. 
Anyways, here’s the song I wrote wen I was praying abt my future..
Artist: All4love
Album: (still need to work on it.. )
Track: Light inside of me.
I don’t know what tomorrow holds.
I don’t know the blueprint of my life.
But I do know the One who knows my future.
His name is Jesus, He’s the light inside of me.
I do know that I’m so weak.
And I do know that I’ve failed before.
But I also know the One who is my strength.
His name is Jesus, He’s the light inside of me.
I don’t know how things will fall in place.
How circumstances will change to better days.
But I do know the One who keps His promise.
His name is Jesus, He’s the light inside of me.
Ch:
So why do you worry, O you, of little faith.
Why do you hurry, He’s always on time.
What more does it take than to die on that cross,
to prove that He loves you.
Wouldn’t you trust in Him now?
He’s proved that He loves you.
Wouldn’t you trust in Him now?
13 Comments
September 22, 2006 at 7:08 pm
I knw u dedicated tht song for me..really beautiful song i must admit..
First things first, lemme tell ya 1 thing…im not a girl…im a guy!!!! nt ur fault..i dunno y, bt everyone mistakes my name for a girl.. not my fault huh??
Trust me you sound exactly as i was when i completed my bachelors..the begining of it all…
I too was of the very same opinion and as tension-free,maybe more than u r rite now.. It didnt stay that for long. I do understand persecutions and trials and tests and do approve some, to an extent.. I really donot know y whatever happened to me, happened…or if it happens to others, dosent as far as i know.. I guess the persecution lasted too long as ive written in my blog..
Its a bit of a complicated thing and i hope nothing like that happens to you, of all the people.
Coz it really breaks you into pieces, leaves you nowhere…. really nowhere..and you live just for the sake of living..
I guess i’ve seen the highs and lows of faith..maybe the highs of highs and he lows of lows….Sounds disturbing??? Thats the reason y i asked about the u the scenario, coz i feel you wd react the same way i did…all too confusing huh???
September 22, 2006 at 10:10 pm
annie, just a word, wow!
i mean yeah, really wow! such beautiful words..
sorry after a looooong time i came to ur wordpress, and i guess i have a lot to catch up on…cant help missing any of ur posts, ya know!
u r totally amazing ann!
i got remebered of that old well, kind of old song from boyzone, and u just fit right into that song, and u can sing it to the whole world!..here it is,
“its only words and words are all i have…to take your heart away!”
yes, u can truly take anybody’s heart away..hey! gimme my heart back!:)
rock on..
~bhav~
September 22, 2006 at 10:14 pm
oh btw, u shud totally make it a cd..i will make the business happen in the US, dont worry:)
“annie – the international best seller” hey, i demand commision!:)
luv ya,..
~bhav~
September 23, 2006 at 4:43 am
waiting for a reply Grrrrrrrrr
September 25, 2006 at 2:32 am
Yeah, where the reply. Hey Bluesaze..maybe we should release an album too.Who knows we might just hit it off you know. (Reminiscing) Remember the name of the band Diana put for us?’..LOL
September 25, 2006 at 4:32 am
@rp : Ooops.. Im so sorry. So ur a guy… but the name really is a tricky one. Well, I dunno wat to tell u… He has been faithful to me all my life, n I can’t even imagine a life without Him wen I cant trust Him… I came close to the Lord through an xperience where I realized that I kudn’t trust my frnds, my family … not even myself! N inspite of being an atheist, in my desperation, i gave Jesus a shot n I said, “O.k… if ur God, u gotta show me that u’ll b trust worthy… ” n ever since He’s proved Himself faithful. N I refuse to believe the opposite. In ur case, I still believe that its jus ur mind set that refuses to praise God, that’s the problem…. hope u get back to loving Him , coz life without a hope in God is ….emmmm…. not life at all…. Plz keep in touch… I got a lil net conection problem… so might not b able to reply soon…. n havn’t got to read r blog as yet! But will do soon….
September 25, 2006 at 4:37 am
@Bhavy: Girl…. Im so glad u came here… I though u’ll never take the pain to shift from yahoo 360. Well u wid ur encouraging self has said it again… wat more can i say than… *”Blush”*
@Bluesaze: Dad’s cancelin the connection today.. dunno wen i’ll get bak nxt… hopefully in a weeks time.. n then Im on!! Okies?? n are u sure u wanna get me into this?? There wudnt b a turning bak… n i can b a big pain ….
@ Bentley: Aint that so..??
September 25, 2006 at 7:34 am
@all4love:Well, i wud say ur lucky…my story’s kinda opposite..i’ve always had Him so close to me that i didnt have to trust anyone else for anything..He was always there.. I dont know wat, but all of a sudden changed and I kept thinking everything wd bcome alrite, tht its just some persecution or some testing that He wants to do and i was pretty sure bout tht… But it jst kept on going on and on and on…. and thing wd never change for the better… I dont know bout u, but trust me praising Him when ur all screwed up is really really tough and i’m happy that i’ve done it too… gone for a couple of Christian retreats…helps to reinforce ur faith like a steel rod in ur back… But thin wd never turn good. then i learnt that v shdnt hv any expectations… i did so.. all tht i ever tht was anormal life..no expectations..was ready for anything…. But He kept on screwing my life like anything and with time the intensity wd just increase… felt helpless so many time and He’s the only one i wd turn to… all in vain..i think…. Then gradually i started realising the fact tht its gonna b the way it is ….maybe forever… of all people i’m one who realises that life without Him is not life at all… id rather die instead…
I do understand its all bout the mindset…course its the mind that does all the work… it was the same mind tht loved Him like anything and its the very same one that hates Him now ..almost… I dont knw y and whn, but 4 years has brought my faith and love for Him all the way from the skies down to the core of the earth..maybe thts all my faith and love cud last.. It must b one way of Him showing that thts all the faith u have, but i blv in 1 thing, without His help theres nothing i can do… not in any normal circumstance, forget a screwed up one… unless He helps, i cnt retain my faith either…
I’ve thanked Him and praised Him whnever i cud, i’ve tried everything i cd think of and everything i’ve read and heard.. just to get Him back …the same way i’ve had Him with me for years and years..It just wdnt happen… millions of thousghts and theories have come across my mind, bout wats happening… but now im in a state where i realise life without Him sucks, and He’s not there with me…so basically life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!
And the worst part is that theres nothing i can do..i feel helpless… sometimes numb…sometimes it drives me nuts..real nuts…
And this goes with a prayer that this dosent happen to anyone especially with u…….
September 28, 2006 at 5:12 am
Hey nice poem…..
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September 29, 2006 at 3:39 pm
@rp : Well, if u hav no hope in god that things’ll change some day… i dunno wat to tell u. i hope things change for the better for u some day soon… n till then plz dont speak againt God’s faithfulness… N wen he proves He’s good… do tell me abt it!
@Bobby: Thanx
November 19, 2006 at 3:41 am
Well done all4love….
I once read this quote in a magazine which seems to have stayed with me for a long time , i think it reflects the heart of your Song…..
“I may not know the future , but I have the confidence that I know HIM that holds the future”…
btw do u need a co-singer for ur album???
November 21, 2006 at 11:39 am
Wat magazine was that? Gosh!!! Stole my ideas!! Lolz… Jus kiddin.. Well I’ve heard this b4 too… in many places, most recently in a program “Enjoying Everyday life” in GOD TV
n yeah, the quote has stayed wid me for a long time too… 
abt the co-singer!! yep definitly!! But Im a lil demanding… u better be really good
See u for the audition then 
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